Does anybody know of any doctor who regrets pushing the vax and feels really bad for doing that?

I can't imagine having to live with what they did.

Imagine all the Bolsheviks who took part in killing 65 million white Russian and Ukranian Christians in the Soviet gulags. They were killed because the prison guards took orders from the racist anti-white, anti-gentile Bolsheviks. They killed far more people than the nazis did and yet we hardly hear about this.

They went along with it when they could have said no. They did what was easiest for them at the time (taking orders), but they had/have to live with what they took part in.

These doctors and nurses are no different. They took orders when they could have said no.

How can these people sleep at night?