I heard someone venting about not seeing many pics of us bros

So this is me now, 35 years old, Andrea (yeah I know what you may think but in Italy is a Male name), finally started T, it's only been a month but I already feel so much better.
I know smoking is not good with testosterone, I already have a plan to get rid of it.
It has been a very difficult journey, since I was 7 I knew exactly what was happening to me, but I didn't have a name for it, especially in Italy there wasn't much culture on the subject in late 1900, so it happened that I carried it with me until I was 30 and then everything exploded, everything really exploded: relationships, work, family, I risked ending up on the street during the second Covid lockdown (I only had 7 euros to live for three months).
But I made it, now i have my own house, I do the job I love, I create things I like , I have a partner who adores me, and I feel good about myself <3
I wish you all the best from this journey.

edit: thank you so much for the love and support you are giving me, I didn't imagine so much appreciation, you are the cure for unhappy days ❤️ thank you all so much.

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