I can’t enjoy anything sober

Video games suck, I’m not as funny as I thought I was, I’m monotone and depressed, I don’t want to see people, don’t want to hangout, drink makes me feel like life is all cookies and cream. Sobriety shows me the ugly side of everything. No affordable housing, the rich are getting super rich, my friends are starving and struggling, I’m watching the working class get grinded to a pulp through policy, people don’t even want to have kids anymore because the future is so bleak and it’s fiscally irresponsible. I laugh about it all because it’s that insane. But I cannot face this reality without drink. What the hell is going on and what am I supposed to do.