My mom passed away

Mom passed away. Her liver failed and she had a cardiac arrest this morning. We took her to Hospital 4 days ago after going through a severe hepatic encephalopathy. I believe she died that day. The rest was just torture to watch. We had to sign a DNR and agree to put her on painkillers to help her rest in peace. 2 days after being on a Butrane patch, her vitals became alarming and she passed away peacefully 3 hours after I left her.

4 months ago I didn’t even know what a biopsy is but then this community has taught me a lot and it felt great to share this battle with you. I learned a lot from you. Thank you!

I believe we did everything we could for her, we tried chemo, gene therapy but nothing could stop this vicious disease. I’m full of anger but I don’t want to be angry. I still didn’t get a chance to grieve properly. Everything is moving so fast, burial, funeral, cheesy condolences.

Everyone is saying she’s in a better place now and that she didn’t deserve to live in pain but I already miss her even when she wasn’t feeling herself. I still had a mom but now she’s gone. This time forever.