I've dated a hooker

I've found this 25yo thailandese escort and decided to pay a visit. Got in said hi, she said hi. She really looked innocent. A short girl with the face of a child and the demeanor of a freshman highschooler. I got in the shower first because it was a warm day and I've been playing outside. I get out, we chat a little bit, I explain her that I've never had sex before and I'm looking to take things slowly and be guided trough my experience. She looked at me in disbelief first. She must have had a different opinion on me when I walked in. I am after all a good looking man in good shape carrying a guitar on his back. So I lay down on the bed and let her begin her massage. We were both giggling every moment because how akward the moment was. I was clumsy as someone who hasnt been with a girl yet and she clumsy because she was confuse by the situation. She makes my way to my upper legs and then to my pubic area. Everytime she's touching my fruits I tickle and start laughing and she starts too and she slaps my butt telling me "What are you doing?". Being naked with a girl is tickly, apparently. She tries her best to bring my johnny up using all her body parts from hands to head, but my boy is decided on sleeping today. I eventually rush and give her a literal helping hand and we both manage to ring the alarm and to spill the yoghurt. She was going to throw the condom and get washed but I wasn't gonna leave that place, sending 150€ and leave without getting my dick inside something. (Really wanted to know what that feels like). I tell her to come back and to climb on top of me and to do the thing. She does the thing but my johnny is already half asleep. I tell her to get under and I do my best to bring my snake inside the cave, but it's so rubbery and flacid that it's having a hard time making himself in. Again, with the power of friendship, we both manage to bring the badger home and allow me to experience the ultimate: nothing . I feel literally nothing. Feels like having your zucchini inside a raw chicken. I try one more thrust, but my Pinocchio has no appetite for this. So I leave it like that. We get up, she hugs me and tells me that I'm cute and funny. Asks me if I can play her a song on the guitar which I do. She asks me if I wanna accompany her to the Thai restaurant down the street, wich I oblige. I find out that she has two kids and got sterilized. Her mother is taking care of them now. She's been here for two months, lonely, depressed, bored, often cries and all she does is watching movies and playing games on her phone. I said to her that we could hang out again sometimes.