major crash, mentally done?

just had a gnarly crash, my first one. no memories of the incident, but police report says someone turning left t-boned me. wore full protection, but a broken wrist, collar bone and pelvis.

how did y'all deal with the mental aftermath of a big accident? i'm almost at the point where i want to stop riding, but it's such a major source of happiness in my life.

it's not just me and my pain (and the blackout freaks me out too). it's the shock to family and friends, the disruption of their lives and the sorrow i cause.

i'm really torn. do i sell my bike? do i keep gambling? and while i know there's no one definitive answer to this, i'd like to hear people's thoughts on this.

edit:

y'all are awesome. massive thank you to everyone commenting, gave me loads to think about, new perspective, level ideas, the lot. everybody be safe out there!