Trying to stop smoke weed but...

I (23F) smoke weed everyday at night after my job, in very moderate amounts like 1-2 bongs. I dont even think about weed in daytime, but as soon as it strikes 9pm, I start waiting for it and get high by 11pm. My day goes on guilt trip thinking if it's okay and why the fuck do I do it everyday and saying to myself that I wont smoke today; but as soon as 11pm strikes, I think why not, I feel better and enjoy, and it doesn't hamper my normal routine. I dont smoke to escape from reality or something like that, I smoke to enjoy reality more and relax. I dont like cigarettes and alcohol much, and just do weed. At this point, I dont even know if I should be continuing or stop.

I dont think I'm addicted because when I visit my parents for a week or two, I dont even think about weed at all. It's just that when I conditions are favourable and weed is accesible, I can't stop myself then. I initially started weed to help me sleep on time, but now it's become a way to unwind and feel better.

Also, lately(2 days), I've stopped it completely but it's too hard to restrict myself, because it feels lika a void until I smoke. I dont have anything else to do, I watch netflix and stuff to distract myself, but it's a constant fight in my head of the two sides (whether to do or not).

Any suggestions anyone on what things can one do to get a real dopamine hit such that you dont even think about weed. Thanks!!