Transitioning in middle east

Hi. I'm 20 years old and I live in iran. I've known I'm trans for 2 years now but I couldn't really get hrt, you can legally transition in Iran but since most people are transphobe here and that includes my family I've been trying to just live with my current body.

My plan has been to get a bachelor's degree here (I'm studying computer science and I am at the top of my class) and then try to apply to a western college for masters and start hrt then, when I'm in a safe country and on my own and not reliant on my family, well the problem is...my dysphoria hasn't been so nice this past year. I'm not depressed or suicidal about it, I can live with it for 3 more years but what if I can never get out of this country? Then I've just wasted 3 years that I could've been happy.

I dont really know what should I expect from society when I transition, I feel like the stories of non-western queers never gets told so i dont really know what should I expect my social life to look like, am I being too pessimistic about life as a transman here?

So I'm here to ask my fellow middle eastern transman: what has been you experience transitioning in the middle east?

Also if there is anuone who isn't from here but did live in a conservative place I would also appreciate your insight and how you managed your transitioning, did you just say fuck it and tried to transition there or did you wait till you could move to a better place?