Long term issues - only for long term sufferers.

Hi all, I am 4.5y out and still suffer. Is there any light in the tunel that I will heal and be back to form before Levo/molo fq? I am losing of hope to be normal again because of overall dose I took. Here are my current issues: - eye floaters - noise in head - pain of whole body - lack of energy - knees, elbows, back pain, - depression because of what happened. I think it is pernament, what do you think? I hate myself, that I was not looking for side effects and other warnings. Also hate my dr who made my life as hell. Please share your stories if you can. I am 100meters under bottom. Please need advice any advice from peoole who felt bad in 4-5y and fhen e.g recovered in 6-7y. All articles, posts I see say that it is pernament...I am comoletely lost, crying second day that I am an invalid person :( I am slowly thinking to pray to God to take me there. Soryy for saying it but this is beyond me and I probably I break regulationa here :( But had to say it.