attempted

At the ER for a suicide attempt I have never in my life shot a gun I took my uncle's and shot a hole in the cabinet and it didn't go off when I put it to my head. Hoping this numbness was never levaquin to begin with and they find something else, for the sake of my health. Central nervous system damage to the degree I have it, does not heal. Feelings in the organs does not come back. Maybe sensation on the skin will but that's it. Not living like this. Please pray I'm not floxxed and it was always something else. Wish it went off. I don't have typical floxxed symptoms praying it's something else. Imagine I'm just anemic or something, please jesus