Sound sensitive CFSers: How did u survive being terminal?

By terminal I mean you are so sensitive to noise to the point where sounds that aren’t even registering in your brain are bothering and crashing you- this will only make sense to those of us who have experienced this.

I’m going from house to house because no where is suitable- some machine I can barely hear in every house is crashing me:

I was like this once before and they hospitalized me for it 50 days and have not had me for the LDN to do some work; but now obviously this is not possible

Am I just dead?

Again: this will only make sense to those of us who’ve been oriented it firsthand

Pls do not reply saying it’s probably not the sound then; you would only understand if u lived this

It is not clear what made the hospital building work and the others not