bf fckd up a govt post

Hello, I need some info to lighten my mood. I just want to know if merong from government na regular position pero nag freelancer pa rin? I'm a VA myself for 3 years now. Knowing that there's no security here, nagplan kami ng long-term partner ko na mag govt sya while continuing my self employed rakets. Unknowingly, sinabihan sya ng upper mngmt na mag apply ng more than 1 position. Pero isa lang inapplyan nya and mataas na rank. Hndi sya nakuha. I feel betrayed na hindi nya sinabi yun pala plan nya. I'm thinking na mag VA na lang din sya kesa mag back to start being contractual sa govt. Kung contractor man lang din, might as well sa mataas na sahod na lang.

PS. I currently handle three clients.