Alterous attraction rahhhhhh

Dealing with the most insane alterous attraction of my life with my friend. I definitely don't feel romantic or sexual about her but I want to like jump in her skin (not in a sexual way) Iykwim. I haven't seen her in a bit so maybe it's that, or a form of limerance, but it's definitely intense. Like kinda wanting qpr vibes. Alas she is way more romantically oriented than me so that wouldn't work for her.