birthday’s

how do y’all handle birthday’s? i don’t really like being the center of attention but deep down i love people showing up for me. i’m turning 30 and have no idea what to do. i can’t help but think if other’s can even afford to even gather for an activity.

i don’t want to pass up this milestone age, but also don’t want to do something that’s gonna be a let down. last year was such a suck birthday :( it all makes me feel sad and unimportant.