Frustration number 2

Hi AJ peeps again! I'm writing this while havinf head ache HAHAHAHAHAH since I posted my Frustration about how hard it is to hook up with someone as a probinsyana girly here's another one. To all people who doesn't have their own room just like me how do you have your me time? Like ang hirap to have your own privacy sometimes lalo na kapag laging may tao sa house and most especially at nights😭 Like sharing one room with my mama and pamangkin is really hard for me coz even though I wanna be noisy and moan loudly I can't kasi baka mahuli😭 plus whenever I wanna call with someone to talk at night diko magawa kasi my mama never heard me talking with someone before over the phone. So my only available time is kapag lalabas sila huhuhuhu. I remember one time I was very horny at night and I wanna rub, I almost got caught and I freak out😭