Do you have any similar experience?

Hi guys, i am 21 yo polish detransitioner (MtFtM). my story begins in 2020 when I started identifying as a trans woman, in 2022 I started taking estrogen (my psychiatrist did not prescribe me any medications or mood stabilizers) after a few months my expression changed and I started wearing men's clothes and stopped taking estrogen because I was going to go to university and first I had to do well on my exams, since then I have not taken hormones but I still do not feel completely good about myself. I keep trying to get support from specialists but in vain.