I miss my husband

Tonight is night 3 that my husband is staying in a jail cell. Friday he went to jail for DV, he shoved me multiple times, kicked me out of the house and wouldn’t let me take our baby. I’m heartbroken. I want nothing more than for him to be here with me. Tomorrow I go to the court house and I am to tell them about his abuse and get a restraining order. I can’t believe this is happening. His abuse has increased dramatically in the last few months but he’s my husband and my best friend. Deep down he’s just a hurt little boy that needs love. I’m broken.