Got sick, now my family is pissed at me

For the past few days I’ve had plans to go to my sisters today after dog sitting for my dad. Well none of my alarms went off this morning and my boyfriend failed to wake me up multiple times (according to him. I have no memory of this)

I was up between 4-5AM puking and flip flopping between freezing and burning up, I knew I had to be up at 10AM to dog sit so I refused to fall asleep. At some point I guess I passed out and just didn’t wake up again until 2PM.

My sister accused me of bailing on her, my dad is upset because the dog can’t be left alone for any period of time and now she has been alone for hours.

I can’t rectify the situation because my boyfriend took my car to work and won’t be home until midnight. I also can’t pick up my meds because he has the car and I’ll make myself sick again walking to the pharmacy (about a mile away).

I still can’t drink water without it trying to come right back up. Nobody believes that I was up late puking my guts out. I feel like shit because I had so much to do today and I can’t.

*I just got off the phone with my dad and he’s clearly disappointed with me but understands what happened. I don’t know how I’m going to make it up to them. I just wanna cry.