I [25/M/Argonian] just moved into Windhelm a while back. How do I achieve my dreams of being in an abusive power-imbalance relationship with a strong Nord wife who treats me as her trophy husband?
I don't want anything else but to cook, clean, and provide love and care for her after her day doing guard duty or smithing or hunting horkers or whatever nords do,. I'd even be willing to do it wearing nothing but a loincloth! And after that, She'd tie a leash onto me and take me on a walk after midnight, parading me and showing everyone around how much of a good husband I am and how much of an inferior race i am compared to my blonde snow queen.
Sometimes I fantasize about my wife coming home drunk after a long day of shouting racial slurs at the poor dunmer in New Gnisis Corner (It's okay I hate them too) and beating me until I feel numb. She kicks me in the ribs until I can hardly breathe. Then she starts to cry and apologizes, begging me to forgive her. She holds me all night as I gently cry into her ancient nord armor.
I also dream about her using her racial privilege to her fullest advantage. For example, if I ever misbehaved or argued with her she'd punish me by not letting me latch onto her body and cuddle her for warmth during unforgiving winter nights. Additionally, the fact that I can't get myself out of this one-sided relationship because I live in fucking Windhelm kinda turns me on. Im hers and hers only, and nothing would ever separate her power and control over me...and I need that in my life!
Please help is there any hope for me?