I'm alive, karma farming dude rip

I am feeling low and suicidal. I lost someone I loved and then simultaneously I lost my dog I asked for help to talk to people if they could because I had to distract myself from doing something Talked to this one guy who then blocked me and now posted on this subreddit that I'm dead. Like what? I'm not a toy sorry, I'm not a karma machine I am not angry, not sad. It's fine, whatever happened happened I hope he doesn't do it again Please don't be worried about me Life goes on I'll try to hold myself for as long as I can, as far as I can