CRASH OUT/ RANT

I have to take 6 pills a day, developed an Ed, gotta pay sm monthly for therapy, attempted like 5 times and had to attend multiple funerals which can only show how much depression+ anxiety and other underlying mental issues have risen. but it's ok chat bc that means his unemployed ass can finally hang out with female friends without me telling him that maybe that's not what he should do while being in a committed relationship. It's ok chat be in the end of the day he got what he want instead of fighting for something he loves. It's okay chat because now he can play leauge of legends for hours and not worry about texting his girl. It’s okay bc he can travel with girls and go on yachts and have them dance for him without me telling him that it’s wrong🤷‍♀️ ugh I wanna cave n text him so bad and tell him to die seriously I hope he hangs himself. and the way he's flourishing in life too, it's ok bc in the hereafter I know god won't leave him unpunished. that short cuck and his shitty fk leauge rank. May god remove the devils henchmen from my life 😐