Mood Swings

Just asking if it’s regular for a schizoid to experience mood swings. I’m trying to figure out what’s going on with me. For the longest time, I was apathetic and had no desire or interest in being around other people outside of work. I’ve been convinced that I’m a schizoid after looking into it. The symptoms and lifestyle made it feel like everything was validated in my life. I became okay with myself and accepted the trajectory of my life.

I have been going through massive mood swings every day for almost one month. It’s very exhausting to deal with. The feelings have been coming back good and bad but mostly bad. I’ve had “dark thoughts” that sort of become comforting in a way because it feels like a way out. Maybe my survival instincts are kicking in for one last gasp.

Is this a normal symptom that’ll eventually pass?