A life wasted on this medicine path

I am not venting, I am just sad that this is what I've become:

I don't yearn for becoming that doctor title anymore, my dreams, my hobbies awashed 3 years ago.

Now I am just here, rotting until graduation, forced to pretend, forced to move on for stupid tests that in true sense: are meaningless.

I hate my family for not supporting my decision of quitting, I hate that if I quit, the government is just gonna pick my ass up into bootcamp.

I can only agree on one thing, studying this late in the night, 3 am in the morning:

I DON'T WANT TO BE A DOCTOR!, I WANT MY LIFE BACK!