My Skill Issues!

I'm not really seeking advice, I'm just telling my embarrassing story so people can point and laugh at me lol.

I've tried conquest three times now. And every singe time, I died the exact same way. I was coming around to take out one of those big, slow 400 point planes. Two missiles, rake them with my gun, and pull up to avoid a collision. And each of the three times I've died and had to start over, it was because I maneuvered poorly and kamikazed right into the plane I just shot down and died lol. It's so stupid, because otherwise I'm doing alright with the flying lol. I'm just really bad at those big boys.