Always anxious.. does it get better?

Every day is different in there. Every day something happens. Not his fault.. I know it’s out of his control. I don’t know if I’ll hear from him because of a variety of reasons.. I do hear from him but sometimes it’s later than expected because something happened. But the unpredictability has me in a state of anxiety 24/7.. I can’t sleep properly or do my usual routine without thinking of what’s next.

It doesn’t help that this is just our reality.. forever. He’ll never be out. He’ll never be home.

Does it get better?