He pushed through with the wedding

This post is an update to the one I wrote before about my ex-boyfriend who ghosted me, I assumed it was a break up (considering all forms of communications were cut off for good), and I received the news of his sudden engagement months after.

He pushed through with his sudden wedding. Contrary to the comments left behind in my previous post, stating that she was possibly pregnant, she really was not.

His wedding posts were publicly uploaded so I got the opportunity to see it all in incognito mode. He looked really drunk in happiness while the glowing bride shared the same sentiments. I have to remind myself that this was the woman he chose to be with in front of the altar.

Every swipe pulled my heartstrings. Pictures of his family and friends shared the newly married couple's happiness. I felt some sort of betrayal as to why and how they could be this happy when I was just in their lives not a moment long ago, but I have to remind myself yet again that they were his people, not mine.

My relationship with him was not known to my family, so my friends took up the mantle of looking after me. They were still in disbelief with the entire ordeal. Words of comfort were always thrown to me. It worked for a time until it didn't.

The breaking point was when he finally graduated from his post-graduate studies.

Back when his family thought that his pursuit for a post-graduate degree was a total waste of time, I was there assuring him that this would open up and lead to more career choices.

Back when he was staying up all night studying, I was there reviewing him when I could be resting.

Back when he was taking up his online exams, I was there helping him answering his essays, making sure he would be able to finish on time.

And when the time finally came for his graduation, he dedicated his entire journey to his wife.

At first, I was bitter. I was there for him, until I was pushed outside of the picture. I helped in shaping him to become the man she married.

It took a matter of weeks, but I finally found my peace. I no longer feel any bitterness in my heart and soul. It's liberating to share this information to the virtual public domain.

My pain has finally passed on. I am opening up to better things coming.