Just realised I’m a narcissist

well, I know I have NPD, but ever so often I realise something I do makes sense because I am a narcissist

Right now, I realised I am overly flirty and I want a relationship because I have a hard time loving myself without one

It seems obvious now but it took me several years to find that out 😭

Part of recovery is understanding what we’re feeling and why, so I suppose that’s good progress

I hate knowing I need others to feel good about myself though, I guess that played a part in the time it took me to understand it

Now I will be grumpy about it for the next 5 business days