Who else is reading this book on November?

To me, it's the first time that I read it and with this one I will complete the whole Moomin books' series. And as if it wasn't sad enough to know that this is the last book of all, the story itself feels pretty sad, even depressing at times, and I just feel this contradiction, where I want to finish the story but I also don't want to read no more or the fact of the Moomins leaving the Valley forever will be true... I'd love to know how reading this book makes you or made you feel. ☔🍂🥀