Nie Huaisang

Am I the only person that doesn't like Nie huaisang? The reason why is that I feel like if he wanted to kill Jin Guangyao, he should have did it himself and not drag innocent people into it. For example lan xichen, meng shi, and mo xuanyu. I mainly feel bad for xichen because he and Jin Guangyao were close and now he's has the guilt of killing his close friend. And I feel it was just cowardly for nie huaisang to manipulate lan xichen to do it for him.

And honestly I don't understand how nie huaisang is so liked because I honestly can't stand him ( he's my least favorite character). It might be because I like Jin Guangyao ( he's my 2nd favorite character after Jiang cheng). But imo at least jgy had a reason to end up how he is, like everyone basically treated jgy horribly his whole life and I feel bad for him. For nie huaisang, I get he did it because of nie mingjue but imo that's not enough because nmj in general is just a piece of shit and jgy killing him was 100% deserved. Like to manipulate lan xichen, put the juniors in danger, makes mo xuanyu sacrifice himself,and killing cats. ALL THAT FOR NIE MINGJUE. I can't believe it, I could get it if it was for someone likable but Nie mingjue isn't likable.

Sorry for the little rant, it's just I always see people that like him and wonder if there is any other people who hate/dislike him or am I the only one? And yes I know it's hypocritical of me to criticize nie huaisang while also stanning Jin Guangyao knowing he did worse 😅.

BTW does anyone know and fanfics of lan xichen after the events at Guanyin temple( or any any fancfics in general).