I would be deleting my id after this post.

I have had a crush on a girl for 8 years. She is my second cousin. In my religion, dating or marrying cousins is not allowed. I was being a dumbass as i didn't realise how big it is to have a crush on your cousin. Whenever i am alone, i think about her as i have only met her like 5 times in 8 years.
This would be hard for me but should i move on?