29 weeks and feeling so ugly

Hi all, I don't think I am the only one going through this but I am 29 weeks and feeling so ugly, swollen and big. I have always been on the smaller side, but pregnancy has me absolutely ballooned. I feel awful about myself. I was set off today because my husband is trying to take candid photos of me during the pregnancy for memories and one of the photos he took today of me cooking in the kitchen in my pyjamas was just awful. He quickly deleted it after my reaction but I have just been set off because of how awful I feel I look. I couldn't believe I looked like that. My skin is red and blotchy with acne my face, legs, arms all feel swollen, my bump is huge and I look 10 years older than I did pre- pregnancy. This is my first pregnancy and I did not expect to feel this terrible about myself. I cannot stop crying. I am now terrified about how I am going to look at the end of these last weeks and how much bigger I am going to get. I am just feeling really really low about myself. I don't even want a baby shower now I am that mortified. I am not really looking for advice but just needing to rant about it :(