Looking back I was extremely aroace when I was younger

Am I the only one who did things who were really Aroace quoted when they were younger? Like it took me 4 mother fucking years to get a crush on my best friend and she was my first and only crush so far (plus we had a queer platonic relationship but that’s another thing). It’s been like YEARS since that. Like now that I look back at it I see how PLATONIC our relationship was 😭. Also not me who would just “pick crushes” because or else I thought I wouldn’t fit in. Younger me was the peak of me being aroace