My most depressing loss yet.

I've been playing for about 3 seasons but I don't have much time to grind and get better. But I'm not terrible. However I still get panicked in these situations and drop the ball.

I hope that some day I can remain calm and make wise moves.

Do you guys who have played for years still get panicked if not what do you attribute the lack of nerves to?

Note:I am pretty decent at hip firing the triple take but as I said I panicked and missed damn near every bolt.

I also had a teammate telling me to charge him.

I didn't go for the respawn because I heard these guys hot on my tale. In hindsight I should have made a break for it when I heard the heat shield go up. But I thought holding the choke point with my ultimate was a better move.