AIO? Girlfriend said "I'm going to end my life" and it freaked me out.
I was literally sitting down having a panic attack, that was the most terrifying experience of my life. She doesn't normally joke about that type of stuff so I guessed she was being serious. I've struggled with mental health, self harm, suicide attempts, so I got freaked out. She doesn't know I've had mental health issues before though. I didn't want to include our argument but basically she got mad that I would say something like that because she thought it was insinuating that I think she's not mentally well. I lashed out at her and told her she shouldn't joke about that stuff especially without context. God that terrified me.
I was literally sitting down having a panic attack, that was the most terrifying experience of my life. She doesn't normally joke about that type of stuff so I guessed she was being serious. I've struggled with mental health, self harm, suicide attempts, so I got freaked out. She doesn't know I've had mental health issues before though. I didn't want to include our argument but basically she got mad that I would say something like that because she thought it was insinuating that I think she's not mentally well. I lashed out at her and told her she shouldn't joke about that stuff especially without context. God that terrified me.