AIO for feeling upset my mom try to rip my(FTM30)shirt off of me to see my chest

So i got top surgery 2 years ago and have kept it a secret from my family. I wear prosthetic breasts sometimes but for a while i have not. I guess my mom has started to notice (i think i thought she Knew but we weren’t talking about it) but I guess not because she asked me why I never take my shirt off anymore.

I said I have bad acne (i have always suffered from chest /back acne) and didnt want her or anyone to see. She didn’t believe it, and i have told her this before as a lie. I feel bad because i hate gaslighting my mom but my parents kicked me out when i was 24 when they found out i started taking Testosterone. They took me back. We just. Dont talk about it.

I am androgynous now and i like being a “pretty” boy. But my parents have a dont ask dont tell policy. I live in a very expensive place and it is hard for anyone to get a place outside their parents here.

Anyways, back to this morning. I then got up to go to the bathroom after my mom finished interrogating me on my bed and then she leapt after me and tried pulling off my shirt. It was my worst nightmare coming to life. I held onto the front of my shirt and covered my flat chest and begged her to please stop.

She tried to play it off like it was “playing around” with forced laughter but i kept begging her to stop. She then said she would call my dad to hold me down so she could check and i told her he would never ever do that.

My mom accepts everyone but me. Her own child cant be queer or trans but everyone else can be queer etc. My dad is pretty accepting but also not, he is very passive and allows my mom to - idk - continue her disapproval of my “life choices.” But he would never do something like this.

So she then just says why can’t I show her and my back doesnt look that bad then she sees my shoulders, that have bad acne on them, so she calms a little and says “is your chest like this?”

And i lie and say “yes” but she WONT STOP TRYING TO RIP MY. SHIRT OFF! And i finally call out for my dad and my mom lets go, and says we need to do treatment for my chest and walks away. I think my dad had his earphones in because he didn’t come and acted happy and oblivious this morning.

I was shaking afterwards and i went to work and now im in front of a fast food place and too scared to go home. Im going to be kicked out again and the friend i stayed last time moved to another state so i might be homeless. Im so scared but i cant help but think maybe im overreacting and that this morning wasn’t so bad and im being stupid. I dont know.

AIO?