Worried

I feel like everyone, especially on yumetwt actually hates my f/o and thinks he's stupid and they're all lying when they say he's cool/awesome/silly/etc. just to make me feel better. I feel like they all think I'm weird for loving this character. It's not like I can control it though, I'm extremely hyperfixated on him and I just do love him and feel connected to THIS SPECIFIC GUY. I don't want to yume an average anime boy (no offense to those who do). I think my f/o is cool and I'd choose him over any other character I've ever had a crush on. I just think that others don't like him at all. I'm really sorry if those types of vent posts or whatever aren't allowed here, but I just had to get this off my chest somewhere.
(the f/o I'm talking about is This Man)