I'm about to lose my shit

Dude, I literally cannot get wabbajacxk modpacks to work. I follow the instructions on 2 separate modpack readmes and I keep getting this GODDAMNED error:

Fallout 4 v1.10.163

Buffout 4 v1.28.6

Unhandled exception "EXCEPTION_ACCESS_VIOLATION" at 0x7FF76D00F4A0 Fallout4.exe+1D0F4A0

https://pastebin.com/YwTDG0Gf full log

Current list I'm trying to run is Life in the Ruins.

Disabled "Immersive Super Mutant Orders" as that was the mod Buffout was pointing to as well as added an antivirus exclusion for "f4se.exe" and now I'm getting a different line of code after EXCEPTION_ACCESS_VIOLATION "Unhandled exception "EXCEPTION_ACCESS_VIOLATION" at 0x7FFAC4A7E980 d3d11.dll+012E980"

https://pastebin.com/isvkGQvf full log