people wincing at me

I was picking up tea at my university's cafe, and turning around to walk off, I saw a girl who was standing behind me in line, I was familiar with her from highschool classes. She literally visibly looked me in the eyes, WINCED, and made a grimacing face. like how fucked up do you have to be to do that??? ive never done anything to this girl, barely ever spoke to her, but wtf?? In highschool people would make up weird rumors about me and stuff, and its just like, that's still following me,

and people still just judge you off your looks, and these bitches have the AUDACITY to just look me in the face and show their utter, complete, disgust and contempt for me. honestly i just dont even care anymore about trying to connect with strangers, because most people are just hopelessly biased against me because of my looks.