All i see is attractive women with average guys

If attractive women get with the average guys and the average women get with the below average guys, then there’s literally no guy for the ugly women.

Seeing this time and time again irl just proves to me why no guy was ever attracted to me. Average and below average guys called me ugly and i was never their type.

I think its because they are used to being around attractive and average women so an ugly woman is like an abomination to them.

Im tired of seeing attractive/average women date average and below average guys, they literally leave us ugly women with no men that would look at us because they know an average woman will date them.

I hate seing attractive women irl. Online you can convince yourself its fake but seeing them irl makes me super depressed. Makes me want to k*ll myself even more. I hate life.

I know people are going to try and deny my experience and gaslight me, but this is what ive see multiple times outside.