Am I trans?

I am 17m and for the past year and a half I have been wondering about my gender, even since I was young I haven't really ever been into boyish stuff like sports or masculine things, the only thing that's remotely like that is things like being an electrician.

2 years ago some female friends of mine dared me to wear some female clothing (a crop top and a skirt) and obviously I agreed to it, I tried on the clothes and they fit me so well and I was so happy I took photos of myself and everything and ever since then this feeling has been in the back of my head. Sometimes the feeling is strong and sometimes it's not as strong but it's still there

Recently I've noticed I've started to stare at girls alot (not in a creepy way) and I don't look at them in a way where I'm attracted to them but more in a way of I think I want to be them and be as feminine as they are with stuff like makeup and clothing and stuff like that, I think this is what some people call "gender envy"?

I've also gotten alot of trans content on my YouTube page with titles saying "signs of being trans" recently and some of the points being very true to how I felt.

I don't know what this feeling is and I just want to know if maybe I am trans or if I'm something else but it's been eating away at me for the past 2 weeks with the feeling stronger than it ever has and I just need some advice or something like that

(Also sorry if this is really poorly written but I'm trying not to breakdown )