How to treat women (NSFW for a reason :])

I've talked about it a little before and I felt like mentioning it again cusse I was thinking about it for some reason but I don't really understand the crave and the want to have sex with a woman. I feel like I'd prefer to just admire her than anything else. Just like, I don't want sex but instead I would want to comfort her and cuddle with her. Make her feel safe. I feel like I would never ask or initiate anything like that, just never really been positive towards the idea of sexual activities with a woman and it feels weird that many people see it as a crucial part of a relationship when it's the one I care about least. I don't know what I'm rambling about though.