How do I be happy?

I’m done with this. I’m done getting home on the verge of tears everyday. I’m done spending all day in a state of loss not being interested in anything enough ti do it, yet bored enough of laying in bed be drive me crazy and stress me out. I can’t handle being alone any longer. I don’t know what to do. I need friends. I need someone. Just anyone who wants to talk to me as much as I want to talk to them. Just give me someone please. I’m tired of spending every day alone in my bed, trying and failing to convince myself that today’s gonna be different and I’m gonna get up and be productive. I’m tired of being sad all the time. I’m tired of not being able to sleep at night and not being able to stay awake in the day. I’m tired. I’m so tired. I’m just want to sleep.