Tarot addiction? Need help

Does anyone suffer from tarot addiction? Hear me out, I’ve been going through a rough patch in my love life (got broken up with and can’t get over it) and I’m reading tarot multiple times a day to try to see what’s his energy like, how’s he feeling about me, etc.. I know i shouldn’t be doing this but the cards do reflect what’s happening most of the time (well except that i can’t know for sure what’s he feeling lol)

I know this is a me problem and that its an unhealthy obsession but surely im not the only one who feels the urge, when something goes wrong in life, to check the tarot multiple times a day? I hope someone will at least relate lol