Back to Day 1
I have struggled for several years to get to 30 days. It hasn’t happened yet, and on my most recent day 10 I just fucked it up again. I don’t even remember much of last night except that I bought coke and haven’t slept in about 36 hours. I hate this disease. But the one thing I keep coming back to is that the only real failure is giving up. So, back to day 1. And on we go.