Do you guys regret getting stick

So I sold my auto 93 integra about 1 week ago and bought a 2005 gti 2dr hatch 5 speed about 4 days ago and for so long I wanted stick which is part of the reason why I got it , it has ac sun roof nice interior but when it came to me actually driving it as of now I dread driving having to be on edge thinking if I miss a gear or if I grind I get super anxious right as I’m about to shift did yall get this could I even sell it since I sold a car in the week , will the feeling go away once I fully understand it . I pretty much know what to do just coming to do it is super anxiety