I think I’m trans reupload

Reupload because the image but things have changed a bit. So I came out as trans to my grandparents and a few “friends” (including who I thought was my best friend) who mocked me and called me the f slur before saying I can never speak to them again without getting my ass kicked. For context all I said was I think I’m trans and can they please call me Ren when they reacted horribly. I just want to be a good girl why was I born here it’s so toxic and I just want to die