idk what to do

My mom cleaned my room and my blades were taken. May seem irrational but I've been crying for 3 hours and I may have hurt my face a bit. I'm so stressed out and worried. I don't feel calm at all. I need them back. I dont even want to use them or anything. But just the thought of them not being there makes me so stressed out. I just want to feel better. I dont think I can calm down without them. I don't know what to do. It's worrying me so bad. I can't stop feeling bad. I wanna feel better. I just need them and I dont know how to stop feeling like this. it's hurting and im so scared.