How do I explain
That my oral chemotherapy that I’ve started for 3 months to reduce the size of a benign ovarian tumour is making me less turned on and actually causing friction burn if I touch myself or if touched. I’ve said it exactly how it is to my partner but he’s just totally upset with me thinking he doesn’t turn me on. It’s not that, I’m sore and feel different right now. I’m 10 weeks post-surgery for something separate too so I feel like I’m going through the wars and he just wants to tell me now that as a result of my lack of sexual attraction to him he’s watching porn. As if he was dying to tell me too I just find it all a bit much with what’s going on with my health personally, thoughts. He honestly thinks differently to me right now and it’s hard thinking about continuing my treatment with the issues with me physically and him thinking I’m not turned on by him. I’m sad more than anything