I don’t know if I can do this

I’m sorry for my frequent posts but I’m struggling bad, currently about 37 hours into CT from a 7 month use of about 12-14 gpd which was once a day dosing.

Mostly always about 20-24 hours between doses so I really didn’t think I would get withdrawals :(

I’m struggling bad, my anxiety is through the roof and is what is keeping me from sleeping.

I feel horrendous, is a taper not a more easier way off Kratom and a better option?

I’m so close to just taking some for just a bit of relief