Relapsed, day 0

Lost a good sum of money that was for food for the month so I guess I’m barely eating for 2 weeks. This is insane man, how can I go back after all those losses I don’t understand.

I keep finding new casinos that I don’t have accounts on and quickly lose money on them. They keep making new casinos under different names so people like me who are self excluded everywhere can lose money again.

This cycle has to stop now. I don’t want to be homeless when I’m 25. I’m done with gambling. I really am this time. I’ll look for casinos just to make accounts and instantly self exclude on those so I can’t ever play.